Tuesday, February 28, 2012

उसका कल कभी नहीं आता ...

ह़र रात वो सोचकर सोती है
कल से थोडा समय खुद के लिए

अपने ख्वाबों, अपनी किताबों के लिए
अपनी बातों ,अपनी यादों के लिए
अपनी गलतियों अपने सुधारों के लिए
अपने किस्सों ,अपने विचारों के लिए
अपनी पसंद ,नापसंद के लिए
ढलते हुए अपने रूप रंग के लिए

पर दुसरे दिन सुबह होते ही                                                     
उसका  अपनों के लिए प्यार
मुन्ना की मनुहार, रिश्तेदारी, व्यवहार
धुप  में सूखता आम का अचार

ऑफिस का काम ,आने वाले मेहमान
पति की फ़रमाइश, बच्चो की हर ख्वाहिश
घर के सारे काम ,सब्जी के बढ़ते दाम,

उसके सारे विचारों ,किताबों पर
दस्तक देती छोटी छोटी चाहतों पर
पसंद नापसंद की बातों पर
आती जाती यादों पर
कुहासा फेला देती है

और हमेशा की तरह
 वो फिर जुट जाती है
अपने रोज़ के कामों में ...


 रात हो जाती है हर रोज़ की तरह
हर रात  वो अपने दिन भर को तोलती है
खुद से फिर वही बात बोलती है
कल से थोडा समय खुद के लिए
और? उसका कल कभी नहीं आता .....
पर वो खुश है इस इंतज़ार में.....

आपका एक कमेन्ट मुझे बेहतर लिखने की प्रेरणा देगा और भूल सुधार का अवसर भी

28 comments:

Rajesh Kumari said...

nari ki vyast jindagi ka bahut behtreen chitran kiya hai.....vaah

रश्मि प्रभा... said...

bahut hi achhi

पी.सी.गोदियाल "परचेत" said...

वैसे तो नाम ही इसी का जिन्दगी है की रात गई और बात गई मगर अपने भावो को जो शब्द दिए वे लाजबाब है!

वन्दना said...

यही है स्त्री की नियति।

Reena Maurya said...

बहुत ही बढ़िया प्रस्तुती..

प्रवीण पाण्डेय said...

जो चाहो, बस कर ही डालो..

dheerendra said...

बहुत लाजबाब भावों प्रस्तुति,इस सुंदर रचना के लिए बधाई,...
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Atul Shrivastava said...

गहरी अभिव्‍यक्ति।

वाणी गीत said...

ऐसी क्या बात है , थोडा सा वक़्त तो निकालना चाहिए अपने लिए भी !
गृहिणी की मनोदशा को अच्छी तरह व्यक्त किया आपने !

Pallavi said...

सभी के दिलों की बात कह डाली ....

Anonymous said...

कभी हम भी अपने हीरो हुआ करते थे भोपाल के वो दिन और नूतन कॉलेज ,अलग से नाम इसलिए ले रहे हैं क्यूंकि भोपाल का रहने वाला कोई नूतन कॉलेज न जानता हो ऐसा हो ही नहीं सकता ,पढाई,नेतागिरी,मस्ती और रेगिंग हर काम के लिए मशहूर हुआ करता था हमारी सिनिअर लड़कियों ने बड़ा दबदबा बना के रखा हुआ था ,मिस भोपाल हो तो नूतन की,डांस कॉम्पीशन तो जीतने वाला नाम नूतन का , कोई भी राज्य स्तरीय प्रतियोगिता हो तो नूतन की लड़कियां अपना झंडा गाड़ ही देती थी और रेगिंग ?उसके लिए तो बदनाम हुआ करता था नूतन कॉलेज लोग कहते लड़कियों ने खूब हाकियां चलाई थी रेगिंग में पर हम ज़रा सा बदकिस्मत थे हम जब आँखों में तैरते सपने लेकर कॉलेज के गेट के अन्दर घुसे तो जाने कहाँ से एंटी रेगिंग की हवा मार्केट में आ गई ,कॉलेज जाने से पहले बड़ा डरते थे रेगिंग होगी पर पहुँचने के बाद तरस गए कोई नाम पूछने वाला तक न मिला ,इंट्रो तक नहीं लिया पब्लिक ने ,बड़ा मन करता था अरे कोई तो रेगिंग लो ,कोई तो भरे रस्ते रोककर कहो नाम बता आपना कहा से आई है ? पर सारे दिल के अरमान आंसुओ में बह गए ....पूरे तीन साल इस बात के लिए तरसते निकल दिए की कॉलेज लाइफ के मजे लिए जाए...वेसे देखा जाए तो अपने कॉलेज और स्कूल के ज़माने में हम घूग्गु हुआ करते थे. या बहनजी टाइप या भोपाली भाषा में "भेंजी" भी कह सकते है वेसे भेंजी टाइप तो हम आज भी है मम्मी आज भी कहने से नहीं चूकती कनु तु सीधी की सीधी रह गई और कुछ लोग एसे भी हैं जो गाहे बगाहे कह ही देते हैं दुनिया के हिसाब से ज़रा बदल जाओ पर जाने क्यों हममे ठेठ गवारपन दिखाई देता है आज भी....अरे ! भाई ये सिर्फ लोगो को नहीं दिखता हम भी आईने में देखकर घबरा जाते है इस सीधेपन या सो काल्ड गवारपन को....खेर जाने दीजिए ये बातें...

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अंतर बस ये है की आपने महिलाओं के लिए लिखी है कविता..किसी को ऐसी ही कविता पुरुषों के लिए भी लिखनी चाहिए :P

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